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Friday, June 26, 20097:43 PM

MICHAEL JACKSON or his Muslim name, Mikaeel, passed away. We lost our only kind of pop. The best pop singer ever exist. Many tried to imitate him but you can simple distinguish between the fake one and real because no one can move it or flaunt it like MJ. I was shocked upon hearing this news. I was sleeping and Abang Zaki woke me up to tell me the news. It was early in the morning. And then... I couldn't sleep. I surprised myself by crying. I actually cried. I know right.

I still remember when I was very young, the whole family would sit together and watch MJ's LD copy of his greatest hits. We know every single song of his. I would even know the whole dance step. I listen to him until now and people call me silly.

I still believe that he is innocent. He didnt molest little boys. Well, the things people do to get his money.

He's only 50 years old. Well, harap-harap jenazahnya dikebumikan secara Islam. I know it will turn out that way because his brother believes strongly in Allah and helped MJ convert to Islam.

I know I kind of take this so seriously but you guys won't understand. :(

I shall drown to my sorrow now.

But on a slightly lighter note, I watched Brasil match yesterday morning. It was good. Dani Alves scored in the 88th minute. Heh. Kaka was ... omg. I'll talk about this later.

Adios

xoxo

Psst: My blog song is one of my favourite song from the late MJ. :(

And yeah futsal tournament is tomorrow. Wish me luck.

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Thursday, June 25, 20097:35 PM

What do you expect after training? Megan Fox? Nah-ah!

Hi. I just got back from Street Soccer. Futsal competition is in 2 days time! Omg. But Thank God I am engaged to football/soccer/futbol whatever you call it. I'm contented that I'm fit despite being skinny. I am not sick skinny. Neither am I a bulimic or anorexic. But no thanks for being tanned. Like seriously. I am tanned right now and I hate it. I totally hate it. I look like some typical ... whatever. I'm just saying that I don't look pretty with tanned skin. Whatever. Can't wait for Saturday!

Alright, I know right, it was a shocking result from the Confederation Cup Semi Finals. Everyone, including myself, would expect Spain to advance to the Finals. Their proud record of 35 unbeaten games and no goals conceeded by opponent in the competition are amazing. Proved that they are the world's best right now. However, maybe due to their complacency, USA beat them out of the competition with two goals in hand.

Let me explain. I watched the match through Indonesian Channel, RCTI. Okay, during the first 10 minutes of the game, USA made a couple of dangerous goal attempts that caught Iker Casillas off guard. But, Spain had most of the ball possesion. USA were only dangerous for a few parts of the game. But in terms of goal attempts for the whole game, Spain topped it off. Spain deserved to win more than USA. Not saying USA played all dumb but both goals, they didn't create them. The first goal was if I'm not wrong Pique and Casillas' mistakes. And the second one, it was a counter attack and no one marked the running man. It was disappointing. Ah, forget it. I believe Brasil will kick ass in later's semi finals and kick USA's butt.

Enough.

Ah, I got blister on my left toe. Thanks to the thin socks. Grrt!

Oh Liverpool, please GET DAVID VILLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND OMG. I DREAMT OF DANIEL AGGER. Okay, not the first time but this time it was amazing. I saw him, and he smiled when he saw me jumping and screaming his name. And then he agreed to take photos with me. AAAAH. AND THEN I HUGGED HIM HE HUGGED ME AS WELL AND WOOOHOOOOO~ I wanted to tell him I love him but then someone interrupted. If I wasn't wrong. It was my mum. She wanted to take pictures with him as well. Heh. Whatever I LOVE HIM!

Adios

xoxo

PSST: I'M IN A PANIC MOOD. MONDAY IS COMINGGGGG AND IM STILL NOT DONE STUDYING! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, June 24, 20095:37 PM

I totally look like a kid here. Hahahaha. At least tak edit :P

There! Haha. Yeah yeah I'm late. Hehehehe. But here are some pics from last Sunday wild wild wet.

Oh right, I just finished studying my geography. Im left with 2 more topics from that subject. Im done with M.O.B but I still have to re-re-revise it. Hehe. I havent touch on Malay Lit yet. Im going to continue studying at night. Around 8 maybe. On chemistry. And why on earth am I telling you all these?

Oh well, Randy asked me to tag along with Ian and Wanie to shisha tomorrow. But I'm having my final preparation for futsal tournament this Saturday. I am still considering. I want to go so so bad but... I still have my studies to worry about. Maybe I should promise to make it up to them after my exams. Pinky promise!

I still have plans to meet my gorgeous Niq and Qhai beastie on Saturday after the tournament. Gah! I don't wanna cancel the meet-up but Im afraid I'll be too busy by then. Moreover, exams would be only 2 days away then. But I will try my best. HUGS.

Alright, I'm gonna chill now . Maybe search for some new blog skins. I'm tired of mine. Haha. It's kind of plain and bleargh! So, chao chao!

Adios

xoxo

Psst: I still LOVE Daniel Agger!

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Sunday, June 21, 200910:43 PM

Hi. Here are the photos for the other day's picnic with only 5 footie ladies. Haha. And 2 coaches, and a wife and a baby named Gerrard!!! Enjoy!

Only my peek-a-boo make him smile!

So adorable!

Look at my face. I was doing the peek a boo!

Emster Zahara and Me!

Us and Hidayah!

From left: Zahara, Zahura, Khatijah, ME! and Hidayah

Awwww!

Although there were only a few of us, we still had lots of fun! I love them all to bits!

Anyway, just got back home. Ami Lah invited my family and Umi dah's family to a family day at wild wild wet! It was fun laughing and screaming. I don't have or perhaps I lost my swimming costume so I just wore my sleeveless and football tights. Hahaha. Whatever. There were girls in bikinis but I couldnt see any Megan Fox's bods. All I could see was... Tyres.

Gonna update on that soon. Wait till cousin Nadia send me some photos.

I still consider "SKINNY" a compliment. Man, they need someone skinny like me in the runaway. Talking about runaway, I was offered another modelling thing. I dont know if I wanna continue... Oh well, studies are getting in my way. Im going to be in the library from tomorrow onwards. So, don't tempt me on going online, checking my facebook or asking me out.

Adios!

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Thursday, June 18, 20091:18 PM

I WANT THE PICNIC PHOTOS

Okay gonna study now and then off to street soccer.

Adios

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Tuesday, June 16, 200910:20 PM

I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight
If its wrong to love you
Then my heart just wont let me be right
cause Ive drowned in you
And I wont pull through
Without you by my side

Id give my all to have
Just one more night with you
Id risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
cause I cant let go on
Living in the memory of your song
Id give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me
Imagining Im looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet youre so far
Like a distant star
Im wishing on tonight

Id give my all to have
Just one more night with you
Id risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
cause I cant let go on
Living in the memory of your song
Id give my all for your love tonight

I am heartbroken. I am so heartbroken. Laugh at me. Call me a psycho, call me crazy, call me an idiot. I don't care. It's about someone or rather something I thought would never happen, happened. Daniel Agger has a son. He has a son. On 10th May 2009. With his GF that I thought he broke up with years ago. Sofie Nelson. A very decent lady. But WHY?!!!! The news broke out when a friend of mine from Yorkshire told me about this. I thought she was just teasing me. But... it turned out to be true when I did a lil research. I totally cried my hearts out. It was too painful.

The reason I thought they broke up is because they only had one picture taken together 3-4 years ago. But I was wrong. Daniel revealed that he didn't like his private life being exposed. I love him even more for that.

After all these, I will not waste the chance on 22nd and 26th July. I will give you a warm welcome and make sure I can touch your lovely skin, even a lil will be a heaven. I love you so much.

I will still do. I will.
I can't imagine myself falling in love with anyone else. Unless you're an exact replica of Daniel Munthe Agger, as in, look like him, play like him, talk like him, basically if you're DANIEL AGGER, then I will take you in.

If Tattoo is allowed in my religion, I would make a tattoo of you.

Jeg elsker dig.
:(

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Monday, June 15, 20097:28 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ABAH. YOU TURNED 51 ON 15 JUNE. Cool EH! See, you don't look 51 at all. Badan SAPAU babe! Okay, maybe a lil boncet but it don't matter. Even Britney Spears is boncet.

People still thought you're my brother not my father. Hmmm. I hope I'm like you when my grey age comes. Hmmm I love you Abah, a lot~! I would risk my life just for you! And you sponsored kak zai's liverpool car merchandise yesterday. You were so enthusiastic that you even ordered a Liverpool steering. You bought us the LFC keychain to hang on the rearview mirror, LFC headrest, LFC belt strap etc etc. Haha. You rock pappi! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo!

Anyway, the cake is super yummeh! omg. I am so gonna have a bite on those cakes again later on! Orgasmic yo.

Gosh. I studied M.O.B and chemistry just now. I still have a lot more shits to study. Please, let me out of this. Daniel, marry me. :)

Oh, I'm coughing. :( Poor me. Daniel, you got any medications that can cure me boo boo?

Okay, Spain crashed the Kiwis 5-0 with my el-nino from Liverpool scored a hatrick in 11 minutes! That's what I heard. Gonna watch the highlights later. Stupid they didnt broadcast it here. Pssssh pooosssh!

I caught a glimpse of my baby amigo on TV yesterday. He played well. Daniel number 4 in Denmark's jersey. *dreamy mode* SIGHHHSSS.

Okay, I'm gonna watch my Scandivanian lover now .

adios

xoxo

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Sunday, June 14, 20092:21 PM

Hi! I am going to make this short. Hehe. Lets start on Saturday! Umi, sis, bro and me went to IMM, Giant. And guess who I sawww!!! WOOOHOOO. That PERSIAN guy I used to have a crush on! He was with his family. He saw me first and then with his Giant trolley he went towards me. You see the difference between local and foreign man? If some local friends saw me, they would pretend not to see me. Haha. Okay so, we chatted and then he introduced me to his parents. They are very nice people. :) Not arrogant at all. And then I introduced my mum to them. Blah blah. And then he winked me bye bye. OMG.

Okay shut up. Harap2 dia tak baca ni. Kalau tidak, mampos aku.

Oh yeah he was soooo omg. Sizzling, goodlooking omg. Damn, I regretted not going on a date with him the other night.

Yeah and yesterday I had a fun day out with the family. At first, it was only sis, dad and me because umi and bro went off to Malaysia for some wedding. [AND NO I DIDNT GO FOR THE NEWPAPER NEW FACE AUDITION :(] Yeah so we went to boon keng in the evening to eat. And then we called mum and bro to see if they've arrived and if they want to go to Changi. They said okay so we travelled all the way to the east side.

We watched a performance by some bands at Changi. And then we went to try their so called best Nasi Lemak... TAK SEDAP PONNN. What's so special about it? I didnt eat it I just tried. And then the shopseller muka bertangkup tak tahu nak senyum. Sodok muka then you know.

And then we went to East Coast because I WANT MACDONALD'S. Hoho. So they went to fufill princess' request. Woohooo. And then after they watched me eat, we went and walked around East Coast beach. And then met our neighbour who was having a BBQ. And then we went off.

Reached home at 2+ in the morning. Phew.

Okay now I gotta study Geography. I studied M.O.B just now. Im left with 3 topics. Damn it.

Adios
xoxo

Psst: TO MY FOOTIE LADIES, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS COMING WEDNESDAY!!! XOXO

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Friday, June 12, 20092:28 PM

When I was a rock chick... back when everybody loved me.

Hey. What am I doing here? I am suppose to be studying. Ah, studies totally pissed me off right now. I want my holidays. Yes, education is totally, undoubtedly important, but come on, M.O.E doesn't have to do all the studying and take the exams but WE do. Tsk. How totally unfair. Shut up about studies, Ruzanna.

When I was a rock chick... back when everybody loved me.

The quote above. Well, it's not really accurate but at least my circle of good friends are bigger than it is right now. Wait okay, let's resize the scope I'm on about. I meant the opposite sex. I don't want to sound so desperate right now but my iPhone is so so dead these days. It used to be filled with continuous text messages that even I tend to ignore most of the times. And when I ponder about it, my friends always have someone to text or call. They are so lucky to fall for the right one.

When I was a rock chick, yes, I'm always with the opposite sex. Damn, I was the rock chick. Haha. They loveee me because I was sexy! Haha. Kidding. I just quoted that from School of Rock but that's not what I'm on about please. Maybe it is all about me. It is about how I am right now. But they just don't realise it, deep down, I am stil Ruzanna. Despite my love for Pink is immense right now, I still love the colour black. I still love guitars. I still love my black wardrobe. But, I don't really make use of all that right now. I've grown up from all those things. I am not saying rockstars are a bunch of immatures, no absolutely not. It is just that I want to be me, I want to be someone different from the wannabes. Right now, you can see wannabe rockstars everywhere in the train, buses, malls etc etc. I refuse to be like them. I don't want to be all that. Those bunch of people took away the word UNIQUE that used to be implied on rock chicks. Replace it with trend or typical. There you go.

Right now, everything is temporary. Without fail, it will always, always happen to me. It is almost inevitable. But I stayed strong or else I wouldn't go this far. Maybe I'm just one of the unlucky ones to get stuck with airheads. Maybe on 26th July, Daniel would be the glue remover and remove me from all these bad luck. Apart from that, I have a lot more other things to worry about; Studies. Yes, that monster.

Adios xoxo Have a good one everybody!

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Wednesday, June 10, 200911:00 PM

Wooohooo I'm watching Iran Vs UAE. Hehehehe. Scanning all of them... their skills I mean. ;) So brother was like Persian or Arab? I was like... Uhhhh... Hehehehehe.

Oh, Korea's supporter are a bunch of hobos. Hah. Losers you couldn't even handle a ten man Saudi Arabia for the last 20 minutes. Anyway, I must say Saudi Arabia has improved. Al-Qahtani was awesome... And Osama made a good defender. I must say he's the man of the match!

Alright tata.

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Tuesday, June 9, 20091:12 AM

Hi. I'm back. Actually I reached Singapore on Sunday. We decided to go back home 1 day earlier. Oh yeah sis finally got her car! Its fantabulous! It's red in colour. It's a pretty red colour I love it. We love it!!! :D Oh sis drove us to Malaysia.

That's baby Mohamad. He is sooo cute!!!! [The car at the back is ours btw]

This is An-Nar. She is Mohamad's sister! We've got the same hair! Hehehe.

Abang Idir and me :)

Umi rocking out!

She needs the spec to sing. Haha.

Brother~

Umi bought for me this gorgeous heels! She insisted so I said yes. Hehehehe. As always :D

And I bought myself this. Hehe.

Alright. That's all.

Oh yeah I want to mention a little something. I know you and your family will be reading this. And I don't give a damn. Remember this, I didnt show how I FEEL TOWARDS YOU and YOUR FAMILY. Actually it doesnt only refer to YOU alone but your whole FAMILY. Dah lah BULAT! And you were s0 so so rude towards my parents. Where is the respect? As much as I dont wish to respect or associate with your parents and your family, I still paid my respect to them by shaking their hands and acknowledge them. Unlike you, stinking fatso. Mak Bapak tak ajar? Oh no wait, if your parents dah kurang ajar dengan mak bapak aku, of course the children will follow their parent's footsteps. Who are you to treat my dad that way? Who are you to treat my mum that way? Listen, even though you guys acted like such a total asswipe, my parents never reacted the same towards you guys. We are civilised people. They learned this since they were kids. They are civilised people. Abah aku boleh sahaja not to salam your dad and embarrass him that way but he didnt. Because he is such a great man. Umi aku acknowledged your mum BUT she totally ignored. And, this is not fitnah. I didn't make up all this. And your dad treated my dad like one small kid as in while he was sitting down, he actually said things like "TEPI TEPI TEPI!" Apa salahnya kalau bapak kau cakap "Sorry eh, nak ambil barang sekejap. Tumpang lalu." Ini tidak... Tak pergi sekolah punya orang.

And you, it was raining the other day and baju kau totally jarang and nampak your bra, mak bapak kau tak pon tegur? Kalau aku pakai skirt pendek lah apalah confirm dah kena sound dengan bapak kau. Itu lah, lain kali jangan habis cakap. Jangan KPO.

Actually there are MORE!

You guys yang tunjok perangai depan orang. Jangan sampai aku tunjuk belang aku pula... It will be even worst. And you should thank me for not stating who the hell I am talking about. May God bless you.

Adios

xoxo

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