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one&onlyqueen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen
Princesa
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Ruzanna Agger
3/11/90
Islam/Family/Liverpool

Mi amor de mi vida
DANIEL AGGER
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that can make my heart beats slow
and skips faster at the same time

What I call NEEDS

Daniel Agger
Fernando Torres
Lionel Messi
Trip to Anfield
MEET LIVERPOOL PLAYERS
Kaka Brasil Jacket
Liverpool away CL jersey
Names on new jersey
Liverpool Ladies tank top
More ear piercings
Checkered red capris
Suspenders
White shades
Macbeth footwear
Mini crown/tiara
Paris Hilton heiress perfume
Adidas tennis skirt
Pink skirt
Shades
the day THEY die
LIVERPOOL new Away jersey 09/10
Pink heels
Pink shoes
New MP3
My own digi camera
New hp
Denim shorts
Pink ribbon hairband
Pink football socks

Tu Habla!
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Friday, October 31, 20081:57 PM
31 OCTOBER 2008
[F-cking pathetic I can't edit the date for posts]
This post shall be filled with confessions. I just have to make sure every single of you know the truth behind my past posts.

Remember I mentioned someone died? And how devastated, desperate, crazy, mad, sad, just so sad that I nearly did something I never thought I would. Remember that guy? The guy I used to love. Oh well guess what. He's a big filthy rotten hound. Big f-cking rotten hound. I swear I will hate him all my life. I dont care if anything happens, I will hate him all my life.

The reason he lied? Okay here, he said he was too embarrased to admit that after an accident his freaking nose got busted and his left or right leg limped. Wow. What a reasonable excuse. Bravo. You had me fooled. You had everyone fooled. I hate you. God, I hate you so much.

Of course some of you would say "Sedangkan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w mengampunkan umatnya..." Because I am not Nabi Muhammad. Because my heart is not as pure as his. Because I'm not as perfect as him. And because, you don't deserve any mercy.

See, I don't trust anyone anymore. And then one more guy went off. And I was like that was it. Enough. So I'm back to dream land where only Kaka, Agger and Torres exist. Lol.

But then, comes Juan Carlos Vargas. He came from the same country as Kak Shasha, the states. So far away. But the sweetest thing is, he bought a webcam for himself for me. I mean, so that we could see each other despite the distance. He's a latino. Awesome. :) And im chatting with him now.

So, to conclude, I don't forgive those who hurt my feelings. Who treated me like a doll. All the best now.
Okay. Let's proceed on. Haha. So where's my headbanging attitude or songs? Still there. Still there. But not as much. Okay, from lastime, the only arab songs I listen to was from Amr Diab. And then, when I had to retake O level and I was feeling shit, brother introduced me to some really good songs. So I started listening to Nancy Ajram, Maya Nasri, Myriam Fares, Haifa Wehbe and more...
And I'm a lady now. It's been a while since I wore my converse sneakers. I've been wearing heels. A lot. And dresses. It's the hormones. Haha.

So a few months ago I was offered to model for lorelle and haha, a summer show at the British Club. Here's the pic.



-Adios @ 4:42 pm.
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Thursday, October 30, 200811:21 AM
Oh My God the most merciful and powerful, finally I'm back blogging! I'm officially online and free on this date October 30th. I dont know why I cant change the date and time like I always did. Grrt. Ok Of course some of you may noticed that I made a few changes on my blog, friendster, myspace and facebook. Thanks to my brother! Haha. Sometimes I would ask him to check email for me and such.

Oh my word... the feeling is undescribable. After nine months, I finally could lay my hands on the laptop without guilt! Okay, some of you might see me online but I set my status as away. Because I had to do some e-learning with some teachers. =)

I must say, I am much better this year. In terms of attitude especially as well as discipline. They're about the same thing right. So, I quit fooling around in school already. And I passed my math all along this year. Finally as I always failed last year. My highest grade for math was A2 during my prelim 2. Sorry to brag about this but it meant so much to me. So my prelim I got like 17 points. InsyaAllah, if I get about the same point for my O levels, I would be elated. As long as it is below 20 points, I'm pleased.

I just had my math paper 2. I wouldnt say that it was easy but I guess it was manageable. I reckon I wont get as good grades as my prelim 2 but who knows.
I made new friends in my new class. I couldnt remember my first day of school.

But I'm always with these 2 guys in my class. Iqmal and Hanafi. Haha. Okay, we did fought before. Like really. But everything was fine when I sort of showed one of them how to respect me. Talking about respect, I wonder what makes someone who is younger than me thinks that he/she can treat me like one of them? I am older, so I demand respect. I don't appreciate words of vulgar and really rude words coming from someone who is younger to me and directing it to me. I hope you know who you are.

Ok, back to where I stop. Hah. Not like any of you gonna read this whole thing. But anywaaay, so as I said, I had good times in my class. But, there are quite a handful of people I don't favour.
Because they don't think before they talk.
I have wonderful teachers who were willing to stay with their students so late just to iron all our doubts. It was cool.
Okay, let me just post some pictures of my classmates and I.





Okay, theres only two. Haha. There are more actually. Iqmal you gotta send those pics during your open house. Please. Thank you.

Anyway, the above pictures were taken when our form teacher, Mrs. Liang, treat us on Swesens! Yum yum. The whole class I mean.

So, to conclude, the class was fine. Except that I don't have a close girlfriend I could talk to. I used to have like a lot last year. So, there are some things I couldnt say to these 2 guys.

Okay, enough of school. OH WAIT. THERES ONE MORE, ONE MORE THING I HAVE TO SAY. Okay, after soooooo many years of not liking any guys in my school, this year was the first time I had a crush on a guy. Oh My God. He was a new boy in school! Okay when he first came to this school, his hair was long and my jaw dropped. Haha. A persian/Iranian guy. He is so... good looking. The best looking guy Ive ever seen in my whole life in shuqun secondary school, at least.

Okay, Im telling you more about him on my next post. But no te procupes, I don't have a crush on him anymore. oooooh, reminds me of myself when I was five.

So, NOW ENOUGH OF SCHOOL. I miss a lot of people. Haha. My three angels; dinah, syq & rynn. Alyn and Jannah. Where on earth are you guys! Rae, kitty, beastie qhai! My ex classmates Nilam, Wanie, Rose. And the list just goes on!

The only people I kept in touch via phone is rizal, qhai, kitty, my 3 angels, niq and nilam. I don't have the other's mobile phone number. Perdon! OH, Brandon James Shield as well! He surprised me with his text msg the other day. Hes so far away, south dakota, and he still bother to text me. How about you?

So I met kitty and niq already! Pretty girls.

Okay let's talk about something I love. FOOTBALL! I still love, love Liverpool, believe me. And they're the leaders now! It was amazing how they beat chelsea and manchester united. Especially how they end chelsea's proud home record. Congratulations boys, I love you .

Okay, football talks another time. Theres so much to say! Im uploading pictures. Randomly, alright?



Natalia and me

Briyana and me

Tariq and me

These three innocent gorgeous, adorable angels are Kak Shasha's! She came to Singapore from the states to visit us. I'm missing them already. =( I'll post a video of them soon.


Oh, Fikri and me are best friends now! I love him so much!

Oh, I bought liverpool's new home jersey right before the first match against sunderland. And then weeks later I bought the away jersey. Im planning to buy the champs leaque away jersey now!

Okay, I'll guess thats it for now. More pics on my next posts. Adios!

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