best damn thing

aduh nyai

Monday, December 31, 20076:10 AM

Believe me, to those who went for whatever gigs there was yesterday and mosh like Rae did [lol], I saw one too. The party, a group of makciks mosh to a dangdut and hindustan song.Haha. It was a wedding anniversary party. There was dancing and all. Did I have fun or not I've got nothing to say. LOL. And oh, I didnt dance. But I did the crouch dance. Like this:

;) Haha. And, I really slacked yesterday! I wore my pink polo T, jeans and slippers to a party. -.- my family was like ''WHY AREN'T YOU GLAMOROUS AS ALWAYS? WHY SO SLACK?'' hahaha. I went there and people were all drssed up. My bad, I wasn't in the mood to dress up. Oh well, glad Qhai had a great time performing yesterday. Damn, you guys were lucky to see them perform. Boohoo.

So, let's do some football talks. Manure lost to West Ham 1-2. Haha. C.Ronaldo BODOH penalty tak score. That's why I said, jangan action. Don't deny it manure fans, Im sure most of you guys agree that C.Ronaldo is stuck-up [damn I cant imagine I actually like him last time. He was my ex-fiancee! haha] My whole family all jumped to west ham's victory.

Abeh chelsea menang plak. But I didnt watch the match. Juggie said it was offside ah. Don't know about that. Arsenal won also. SHIT. diam eh tikos. diam eh. diam eh.

Waah... You wanna see my toe condition yesterday?

Power? I wanna throw up. I applied some cream or liquid stuff on them. Parents went to geylang just now and bought henna leaves to apply on them.

YAY. We're going out in the evening to Al-Sheikh and go shisha-ing. Ader shisha kat rumah nak susah2 pegi Al-Sheikh.

ok im done.

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blaaaaaa

Sunday, December 30, 20078:00 AM

Slaughterhouse Massacre.

I didnt get to go. Bet they are all having fun now while I'm stuck at home waiting for my uncle to pick us up and send us over to Geylang for the anniversary party. And guess what... I still have nothing to wear! Damn. No, not nothing, just don't know what to wear. I don't wanna wear my sneakers today. My toe hurts. It hurts even to walk slowly.

I was taking a shower just now. I guess the water's current was too fast and hard that when it hits my toe, the skin tore open. How fun. The best shower I ever had. *feels the sarcasm*

Anyway, Yana asked me to join her football club. K, the name sound so funny but here goes nothing: Kaki Bukit Sports Club. Okay, shut up now alright. She asked if I could play keeper. And I told her maybe then she told me to join. So, i said what if I suck. She said practice makes perfect. Oh well, I gotta ask father first. I hope he allows me. I mean, I'm getting sick and tired being stuck at home. With football, at least I have something to do. Doesn't matter what the club name is, even if it's called Teletubbies I would still wanna join. Haha. But, my toe suck. How?

Oh and then Carmen is organizing a BBQ pit for all 5A at her condo, Lakeshore condo this coming Monday. I hope father allows me too. 1pm - 5pm. Decent timing for a decent young girl, right.

Goodlooking isn't he. He's waaay older than me but who cares! I think its the coach from Russia but initially in the croatia team. I think. =)

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KICK-OFF

Saturday, December 29, 20072:44 PM

I WANNA PLAY SOCCER.
I WANNA PLAY FOOTBALL.
I WANNA KICK BALLS.
I WANNA SCORE.
I WANNA ASSIST.
I WANNA DEFEND.
I WANNA SAVE.
I WANNA TACKLE.
I WANNA HEAD.
I WANNA CHALLENGE.
I WANNA TAKE PENALTY SHOTS.
I WANNA TAKE CORNER.
I WANNA TAKE FREE KICK.
I WANNA BE THE MAN OF THE MATCH.
I WANNA BE STRIKER.
I WANNA BE DEFENDER.
I WANNA BE MID-FIELDER.
I WANNA BE FORWARD.
I WANNA BE GOALKEEPER.

YOU BE THE LINESMAN.
YOU BE THE REFEREE.
YOU BE THE SPECTATORS.
YOU BE THE SUPPORTERS.
YOU BE THE FANS.
YOU BE THE PHYSIOTHERAPIST.

YOU BE THE COACH.
YOU BE THE MANAGER.
YOU BE THE OWNER.

I JUST WANNA PLAY FOOTBALL !!!

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do u have the time?

7:40 AM

I came across a blog. I thought they were so sweet. Pretty Irin went on a picnic with her dear boyfriend at east coast or west coast. With wine, candles, food and stuff. Watched the sunset. And she's 2 years younger than me. Lol. Some people are lucky. [Excluding the wine part].

No, I'm not whining for the same thing to happen to me. Personally, I feel that I prefer the term hanging out then going on a date. Im seventeen. To have a real date or not, doesn't really matter to me. I still have a long, long way to go. I know some of you might be thinking I didnt really enjoy teenage life. Oh well, I'm enjoying my teenage life very much now. With my family around, I am thankful enough.

Lack of freedom made me think that way. Why bother? The question is why bother having a boyfriend or not? Don't worry, that question is directed at me only me.

First, I couldn't make my boyfriend happy. I couldnt take walks on the beach or go on a candlelight dinner with him. So why bother?

Second, generally, okay no, majority of guys believe in touchy2 mushy2 which includes hugs and kisses. Whereas me, got sick and tired of that and disgusted by any physical contact with the opposite sex, WHICH, I often see in public. And there he went. Bye Bye. So, why bother?

Third, I couldn't even use the phone in peace when father is around. He wouldnt care if it's a girl. He would sooo care if it was a guy. Imagine this: Boyfriend called. I keep on hanging up. Boyfriend smsed and told me why I hung up. My answer: Daddy is around. That sounded waaay silly. Unless the guy understood. But then again, past experiences said it all. They got tired and said byebye. So why bother?

Fourth, being me, I really am not looking forward to have any boyfriend. I just wanna have fun. No, NO, fun not in the terms of having guys around me and remain single. Fun. You know, fun stuff like wake up in the afternoon, laptop, eat, laptop, TV, eat and eat. Maybe when I'm legally 18, I might consider. MIGHT. But, in the meantime, whatever.

So, I cried myself to sleep yesterday night. I always do actually. But, yesterday was like tsunami. I miss Ryan so much. Why did he have to go? I don't believe in spirits lingering around with their loved ones. But, sometimes I wish things like that exist. Luckily I have his photo I could look at and talk to whenever I need someone or just plain bored. Lol.

Talking about Ryan, I'll never forgive you stupid fags in that house. Ugly mother f...

Juggie, I watched alien vs predator part 1 already. Haha. Lets go watch AVP 2. Like I can...
Lalala.

Oh, I'm so into Keyshia Cole's Last night verse.

If I told you once,
I told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much,
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

I need you,
And you need me.
This is so plain to see,
And I will never let you go and,
I will always love you so. I will...
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours I'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

The rythm is nice.

Oh well...

Tanpa Kekasihku

Langit begitu gelap

Hujan tak juga reda

Ku harus menyaksikan

cintaku terrengut

tak terselamatkan

Ingin ku ulang hari

Ingin ku perbaiki

Kau sangat ku butuhkan

beraninya kau pergi

dan tak kembali...

Di mana letak surga itu

Biar ku gantikan tempatmu dengan ku

Adakah tangga surga itu

Biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu

Ku biarkan senyumku

menari di udara

Biar semua tahu

KEMATIAN TAK MENGAKHIRI CINTA

Apalah ertinya hidup

tanpa kekasihku

percuma ku ada di sini...

Percuma ku ada di sini

tanpa kekasihku bersamaku

- Life's gotta move on. I've to accept the fact that he's gone. I accepted his death. But, it's hard to move. Not now. Not yet. Pray for me.

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gooday

Friday, December 28, 20079:32 AM

This is going to be a one long post. Before I start blabbering about yesterday and the day before yesterday and soe other stuffs, let me update on football match yesterday night. Not mine, obviously. Haha.

Liverpool Vs Derby. Derby, ranked the most bottom at the table. And, the score was 2-1. Yes, Liverpool won but HOW DISAPPOINTING. First leg, they defeated Derby very brilliantly 6 to nil. Yesterday was absurd! Liverpool wasn't their best at all. SLACKER! They sure gave me a hard time yesterday. Lol. Torres scored first. Very, very nice. And then derby scored. So it's like 1-1. I was like WTH. Haha. And then second half, Gerrard scored. It was Derby's defender's fault. Really.

The referree was blind too. No he wasn't bias or anything. Derby deserved 1 penalty shot. Liverpool deserved 2 penalty shots. But the referree stupid.

Babel wasnt good at all yesterday. XABI ALONSO AND FINNAN was in! =D Oh, now I think Rafa knows that Babel cannot play from the first half. He's only good when Rafa lets him out half time. Now I know. Haha. Benayoun played well yesterday. Voronnin was stupid yesterday. Okay, liverpool just wasnt their best yesterday.

Okay stop. So, on TUESDAY I went to Alyn's bbq pit. Met jannah as well. I brought along syakira my lil cousin. I love the bbq chicken. ALYN AKU NAK. Alyn didnt tell me the bbq was to celebrate her mom's birthday. Bertuah punye anak. So, I came empty-handed. It was a fun day. Finally i get to meet my 2 crazy dearest friend. Its been whilleeeee !!! I was wearing my lfc jersey [i know i know] and my white shorts and white sneakers. STILL, someone assumed i'm BLACK METAL. hahaha.

I look fugly. Admit it. I love these 2 people.

Okay so anyway, yesterday, my auntie reccomended some office job for me. At Bukit batok. So I went for the interview with mother. It's about handling computer and take orders or something like that. The interview was stupid I don't think I can get the job. Like, yoha, in the so-called interview room, theres another 2 workers doing their job. Im like, i wanna answer questions in thesaurus-version also no appetite siak. It was the worst interview ever. STUPIIID.

After that, I went to Bedok. Uncle bought new handphone and he was in doubt. Don't really know the functions. So, went to granny's house at Bedok and uncle wasnt at home so we waited. Wanted to meet NIQ but she was busy. Wanted to meet RAE and ZIZI but I don't have their number. So I waited till evening. Blah blah. And, uncle gave me 10 bucks. I seriously refused to take. Really. But then they all go and hugged me and pushed them in my pocket. -.-

So, i took the train back home from tanah merah.

Remember my infected toe? It striked again. Fugerrrrr...

See. This was after I undergo some personal surgery by me myself. I dug dug dug the blood and nana or pas or however u spell it. Then, there was this black substance from my toe. So I smelled it. Smelled like shit.

Saket okay. ='(

But I didnt cry. Bloody fooooool. Okay2. Wanna see our liverpool merch in our room?

Not much... Need to buy more. Sis work place table, is FULLLLL of them. NOT FAIR!

Oh, im webcamming with brandon.

Alright now people. Is the post long? Otherwise, I was just exaggerating then.

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Daddy-o

Wednesday, December 26, 20077:59 AM

=D
How's my new layout? =D Hahaha.

I love my blog song. It is sooo sweet. I watched Back to the future last night. Part 1. I love, love that movie! Especially Part 1. They went back to the oldies. It was sooo cute and sweet. I love that era. Michael J. Fox is sooo cute.

And then, there are some songs being played during that movie. Oldies. VERY NICE. I LOOVEEE IT. My blog song is one of them. Hehe. Yeah, I know it might sound weird to some of you but who cares...

We ordered MacDonald's while watching movie. I had McSpicy meal. Yummy! I'm going out later with little cousin Syakira to Alyn's barbeque pit. At her house area. NEARBY. That's why I'm allow to go. Yummy more fooooooood.

Alright. I'm gonna go find more oldies.

BY THE WAY, the movie KALA, indonesian movie, very nice! Go and buy or rent it.

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funny sonny

Tuesday, December 25, 20078:06 AM

Ignore my previous post. The guy and me are okay now. That's more like it.

Haha. See what football could cause. But doesn't matter. Okay, SYQ, I wont talk MUCH about football today okay okay okay? Haha. A lil only.

Yesterday night, from 8 to 4 in the morning, it was football all the waay. Man-Ure Vs Everton. Man-Ure won lah. Actually draw then last minute one stupid everton player tripped manure in the penalty box. Ronaldo took the penalty and scored. Yeah. Yeah. They deserved the penalty though. Everton played so slow. And, it's not a surprise to see Man-U struggling to win.

Chelsea Vs Blackburn. Eh, SANTA CRUZ. Aisehman. Okay I'll shut up about good-looking footballers. 1-0. Chelsea won. Blackburn played good yesterday. They tried. A few goal attempts. Unlike Everton. Bodohlah korang. They hesitate everytime.

And then, Channel 5 Ac Milan Vs Inter delayed match. Most matches yesterday clashed. So, I switched channels just to see, Kaka. SIGHSSS. Hahaha. Okay and then, Real Madrid Vs Barcelona. Accompanied brother to watch because he loves madrid. They won. Vaan Nistelroy[yuck] assist the goal to Baptista and he scored.

OKAY. NO MORE FOOTBALL TALKS FOR TODAY.

I might upload some pictures I took last week after I finish typing. Beware my photogenic days are over I guess. SOBS. Oh well.

I have funny guys giving me their numbers without me asking them to. Lol. Though, I never ask guys for their number nor will I ever give them my number. Because this days, I'm pretty tired replying to sms-es from anyone. Though, I've been talking to Yana quite a lot now. The only guy I would sms is Juggie. I dont know why but maybe because he's not dull to talk to.

So anyway, this guy from MSN I hardly ever talk to told me to go Tampines and go karaoke-ing with him. I was like ''No need'' . Haha. Like as if I can go out. Even if I could, I wouldnt want to. Sorry. And then, he asked if I have his number and I said NO. So he just gave me his number and asking for mine in return. Haha. Then I told him later. And he sulked. Sheesh. Expect me to go ''alalalala sayang.''? Oh please. Haha. I didnt give him anyway.

Bet he's a lonely boy. Awwwwwww...

I wanna change my blog layout. Sister complained the font is too small. Me and HTML don't mix so I will try and rip from some bloggers. Hahaha.

I think father is going bonkers like me. Well, not really. But, he uploaded songs from computer to his cell phone. Songs from Black Eyed Peas. A lot of them. And then from that stupid Evanescene or however you spell that stupid band name. Black Eyed Peas is coooool. Haha. And father keeps on humming to ''SHUT UP''.

It's your fault, brother. Haha.

Tomorrow is Christmas. Merry Christmas to all CHRISTIANS who is celebrating CHRISTMAS. To the Muslims, jangan berangan ok nak celebrate2 christmas ni semue.

Dinah tikos, there, my baby ganyut photos. Not so clear. =(

Adios.

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liverpool champions ah

Monday, December 24, 20078:06 AM

Congratulations Liverpool.
4-1 Against Portsmouth.
See, I dont brag I dont go text everyone saying we won. Lol

Though, I didnt get to see the first half of the game due to STUPID technical problems. A friend of sister from malaysia told her the score is 1-0. Only the 13th minute. And she asked me to guess who scored. And I was like ... ''BENAYOUN?!'' And she went YEAH. MOTHER FFFFFFF!!! I wanna watch BENAYOUN score laaaaaaaaaaah!!!

I swear I screamed like one old hag who lost her wig. Haha. And then 2-0. Own goal. Thanks to Torres ah. It was seconds to half time when there were no more technical problems. Im like wtf. Second half, two goal. Okay So actually I got no mood to say anything about last night match.

WHY?

Because one pig-headed caused me to have this bad, bad, mood swing. Eh, Okay2. Let me ask you people something. If I said this to you ''U SEE ONE CHELSEA FAN, U SEE THEM ALL. SAME AS MAN U FAN''. Does THIS STATEMENT has ANYTHING to do with the NUMBER OF EPL FANS POPULATION IN SINGAPORE? HUH? HUH? NO RIGHT!

Like any other movie, I was saying that to my friend. But then, there will always be one putang ina to interrupt the conversation. He was like ''Let me get your facts right, girl. FYI the highest epl population is Liverpool followed by man u and then new castle. And fyi, chelsea FC was just built in singapore in yr 2006.''

I WAS LIKE HELLO?! What does MY STATEMENT has ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE STATISTICS?! Doesn't link in any way. So, why don't you, go read up some books and improve your english.

All I was saying was... U SEE ONE CHELSEA FAN U SEE THEM ALL. MEANING, they are alll the same. SO YOU FRIGGING TELL ME WHAT DOES THAT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH STATISTICS?

Chelsea fans= BRAG.
BRAG= UNTIL WHEN?= NEXT YEAR. -.-

These type of fans... made me hate them. I never really mighty hate chelsea. But, with these kind of SO-CALLED fans, you're making everyone to hate you.

So, tonight, BLACKBURN VS CHELSEA. IM COUNTING ON YOU, BLACKBURN. Get those motherfathering Chelsea. SHOW THEM they're not the best. BARU DAPAT carling cup dah kecoh satu dunia. Oh please. Being FINALISTS for CHAMPIONS LEAQUE = PRICELESS.

These guys, pikir aku perempuan tak tau pasal bola pe. Please siaaaaa... I think I know so much more than you guys. Don't look down on me just because I'm a girl.

TODAY'S MALAY NEWSPAPER. Go find the page yourself. The writer was praising KAKA. Father told me to read. The writer was like ''What's so great about Kaka? He never smokes. Never drink. Believe in sex after marriage. He reads. Though he's rich, he's not a show-off. Devoted to his God. And all the plus points.

The writer told the young players in Singapore, ''to be the best player, follow KAKA'S example or footstep. NOT JOHN TERRY OR RIO FERDINAND.''
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHHHHAAAAAA!

PERGI MAMPOS AH CHELSEA.

Rafa is in good terms with the manager and all now. Jangan nak pandai2 cakap dier kene campak dekat team mcm Sunderland. Jose Murinho yg dah kene sack. BODOH. See, arrogant. So what if its SUNDERLAND?

man u sucks. chelsea sucks. lalala.

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KOP

Sunday, December 23, 20077:43 AM

''The ones with BLUE jersey and BLUE shorts or RED jersey with WHITE shorts, do you guys even know what the Champions Leaque CUP looks like?''

LOL!

Okay aku stop.

I'm bored actually. Really. Nothing to write. I'm hungry. Mother still cooking. Father karaoke-ing. Brother siang taugay. Or however you spell them. And me, sitting in the living room with my laptop on my lap. o.O Yeah. Macam ma'am besar.

Father showed me flyers for Polytechnic course. I swear upon every stars that I'm not interested in any. Because, majority includes science and technology. And I earned a MAJOR sucker in them. I have to go M.I. Father say I'm still underage to go for stewardess so he asked me to go poly first IN CASE I didnt get to go M.I. That's why... I pray hard, to get myself through. I dreamt I got 20.5 points. LOL. Nonsense. No such thing as 00.5 points lol. But then, in my dream, I get to go M.I. Please, let my dream come true.

I swear too, that I miss playing football. Darn.

Tonight Liverpool Vs Portsmouth. Go REDS! Go go go! Go take back all the points. Be the Champions [though you guys already are].

Sister showed me one LFC fan, a guy [don't worry tak handsome], at friendster. OMG. OMG. OMG. Sister and me were RAGED in JEALOUSY. His pictures... omg. He has like a lot, and a lot of Liverpool jersey, scarf and many more merchandise. And... he also has this :

I WANT SEH!!! I really want this shoe. So does my sis. I bet she's gonna buy one for herself and then make me jealous. Lol. I waaaaaannnnnnntttt!!! And I want more jerseys. How? I have to work. Bodoh. Haha. Okay. Next year. I don't care. FNB or Retail or Macdonald's. I'm so gonna work and buy more LFC merch. Help my sis lah. It's always her buying Liverpool merch.

Ok. Back to that LFC guy. And, he went to ANFIELD BEFORE!!! OMG. Autographs of Liverpool players. He get to go to Liverpool so-called museum. He is a Gerrard freak btw. Haha. Lucky seh! He's rich. =/

I told Dinah I want to marry someone like Kaka or late Ryan and then migrate to Liverpool. She said it's possible I just have to find the guy. But, I guess it's not the time to start searching. I'm still young.

I can't wait for next week. Sis will get her pay and we are probably gonna write names at our jersey. I settled for Kuyt lah. Hahaha. Hey what? Not only am I saving my sis' money but also, Kuyt is a good player too OKAY.

Okay. Byebye.

We only live by our history?

Well again, no history no us. Same goes to everyone.

YNWA

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i'm aliveee

Saturday, December 22, 200710:27 AM

Okay... Now I have the mood to blog. Well, not so much but yeah.

Overnight at grandma's with the whole family with me was fun. Not so bad. Sis came back from KL to granny's house. She bought more Liverpool merch such as posters, stickers that looked like it was being engraved when you stick it on your mobile phone and a big THIS IS ANFIELD Liverpool banner. She also bought Liverpool 2006/2007 dvd.

Oh Granny's house was at Bedok. I messaged Niq. I thought of meeting her but it rained and rained and I'm pretty much lazy as well.

Hmmm. Celebrating HARI RAYA HAJI with relatives and all was fun as well. Eat, laugh and make fun of people. Haha. My cousin's husband was like ''You can really eat huh''. Hahahaha. That's probably because I couldnt stop eating. Always turned out this way whenever I go granny's house.

And, we watched Asian Idol repeat telecast. We were like one bunch of retarded people. Lol. We pretended it was LIVE and we hadnt know the winner. Haha.

Kak maz asked if im free this saturday. She told me to go youth park because her boyfriend's performing. And Im like ''Ask Father for me''. Hahahahahaha.

Soooooooo... That's how I spent my days. Lol.

Oh by the way ALERT FLYLEAF FANS.
watch this video.

Her acoustic version kicks ass. Go check it out at youtube. There are more. I'm just showing you the previews. Don't be a lazy bum and expect me to give you everything in detail. Haha.

I have pictures. But I swear I'm lazy to upload. Maybe next time.

I miss Ryan.

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angst

7:16 AM

I'm like lazy to blog. Because some ass actually spoilt my mood. Its only a carling cup and yes we lost. all substitutes player for liverpool. champions leaque worth a lot more than this. so no big deal and why are you guys making such a big deal for this. duh-uh. another team i despised. chelsea. chelsea sucks. chelsea sucks. chelsea sucks. hahaha.

at least liverpool dont brag if we win.
yes we live by our history.
no history, no us.

mind it.

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manure just manure

Thursday, December 20, 20075:32 AM

Im going to sleepover at nanny's today...

AND THATS THE REASON WHY I HATE MAN U FANSSSSS...
too bad most of them are my friends. but doesnt mean u can step all over my head.

relek sua korg. lol.

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KAKAKAKAKAKA

Wednesday, December 19, 200710:49 AM

KAKA FIFA BEST PLAYER!!!

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bloody hell

9:48 AM

FED-UP. I hate yesterday night. I HATE IT! Okay, as usual, I had to watch THAT'S SO RAVEN and LIZZIE MAGUIRE before heading to bed. So, after both shows, I happily skipped my way to my room. I took a comb to comb my hair like duh and guess what, I felt something flying my way... COCKROACH SIAAAAAA!!! I'm sooo scared of roaches. So I ran ot of my room and called brother to kill it for me.

And I forgot. My brother is afraid of them roaches too. Bloody hell. So, it was pretty messed up. I told him to nudge the blooy amplifier because I could sense it went that way. Then brother was like hesistating and Im like cursing like a mad woman to tell him to be a man for once. He kicked the bloody amplifier. And guess what... the frigging roach crawled very fast and went behind my closet. and... HOW THE HELL ARE WE SUPPOSE TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THAT ANNOYING DISGUSTING STUPID ROACH?!

I'm so upset by my brother's slow reaction. And he was like ''Just go sleep''. And Im like ''Yohaaa? Theres a cockroach in my room and you're asking me to sleep in there?!'' I nearly fainted. And I cried so bad.

I was f-ed up that I went knocking on my parent's bedroom door. Mother was like ''Then what do you expect me to do? It already went behind the closet. Just go and sleep.'' SOBS. SLEEP IN THE SAME ROOM AS THE ROACH? MY *BEEP*!

She went to her room. Brother switched off all the lights. And I meant ALL. So I sat silently sobbing to myself in the hall. Sat... waited and waited. And then... suddenly something strike me back to reality. Why on earth would I let some stupid roach conquer my room? It's my BLOODY ROOM. So, I gather all the courage I have and took newspapers and rolled them and then went to my room.

It was scary. It was like... I'm in the japanese occupation era. I kicked boxes. I kicked my bed. I kicked everything to make the stupid worthless thing to come out. It didnt. And then, brother came in my room. Probably felt pity her lil sister couldn't sleep and all. So he helped out again.

But it didn't work out. So, brother persuaded me to sleep in the living room and that the stupid roach won't be disturbing me again. And, I'm like finnneee...

Fucken roach. I hope you're gone by now. STUPID. Okay... Can I curse in hokkien please? Grrrt.

Okay so anyway... I went to West Mall with mother just now. Dad told me to purchase sony ericsson W910i. You know the one if you wanna change song you shake it. I think.

Father wants hearty red colour he dont want black. And at westmall there was only black left. So I asked the woman to check other outlets. At IMM. -.-

So, she ask me to look for someone named Elfie. So I went to look for elfie at IMM M1 store. He went for lunch. I didnt mean to roll my eyes in front of the customer service but I did. So, mother and I went to Giant for awhile.

Came back. Do all the stuff yada yada. And tadaaa, new hp for father. His money like duh. It was my first time dealing with hp stuffs. I'm stupid really haha.

And... it's way over 2. I guess I dont get the job. Bloody hell.

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ynwa still

Tuesday, December 18, 20076:09 AM

When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark

Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown
Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone

Yes, Liverpool lost. They tried their best. It was obvious. Though there are mistakes here and there. And how blind the referree could be. Hands ball in the penalty box. And also how drama mama Manure could be. Liverpool missed a lot of chances. Manure defenders are pretty irritating lol. So is Tevez. You wanna know how they played? They push. Okay, you should watch then you understand. Don't be like those who wait for news to spread saying about the soccer. That's sissy.

The score. Yeap, no one ''jaga'' those 3 idiots in front.

Yesterday night was ... hectic. The whole house was silent except for my cursing and shouting. Daddy tried calming me down. Trying to convince me that 2nd half, they will score. But they didnt. Can anyone explain why Benitez always put Babel on second half? Why not from the start?

But then again, shows that Liverpool doesnt only rely on 2 or 3 measly players. All of them. Look how Mascherano tried his best yesterday though how dumb Riise's action could be at times. Everyone wasnt their best yesterday but they tried. Makes me happy to know they tried.

You can guess how many people teased me about Liverpool. Hey, 1 match doesn't prove anything. It's Barclay not Champions Leaque. We'll see again. Yeah, some of you told me ''Your team lost on your home ground. What makes you think you can win on Man U home ground''. Let me get something real straight without flaws. Anything Manure can do, we can do better. Anything can happen in football. Anything. Like, how Bolton defeated Manure. *smirks* or how Manure lost their first match against Man city. *smirks*

And oh it's also funny how Manure fans text me saying Glory Glory Man Utd. Yes, I know, it's hard and rare for any team to defeat Liverpool. And 1-0 makes you chant your glory glory. Because, to defeat Liverpool is hard to come by. Like what the Melayu says, Jakon. Jakon Man U menang. Haha.

I never blame the players. Never will. The reason why I hate manure fans is because they brag. Like come on? Haha. See, if liverpool were to win yesterday, I would never go around and text people saying ''Haha you lost I win wheee''. I just blog. So if you happen to be one of them measly manure fans, too bad.

If you watch yesterday's match, it was a lucky shot. Not beautiful at all.

Good sportmanship don't go around and tease people. But its a sad thing for you that all I'm stating here is a fact.

No doubt, many of my friends adore Manure. Including those minahs or girls who loves Manure because of certain people they think are cute like C.Ronaldo or... Brown? Im not saying all. I know because I asked. When I tried talking to them about soccer, they don't know much and change the topic. And there you went saying ''Ooooh Man U! Tevez who?'' Hahaha.

Juan Carlos, a friend is being nice. He didnt really like Liverpool or Manure but he said things like ''Its okay, they tried.'' Seee. People like this are hard to come. Be more professional like yours truly. Haha. Puke if you want.

Liverpool lost with dignity.
Still, they will never, ever walk alone.

Anyway, I ate 3-4 cornetto yesterday night after the match. Father persuaded me to eat some because he saw steam coming out from my ears. Lol. Yes, I cried. But, nevermind.

Thought of going out with mother today but she said she can't. We're going out tomorrow. I wanna parade around with my jersey.

OH CRAP. I remember I have to meet Yana tomorrow. She wants to pass me Om Shanti Om dvd lol and GC band shirt. Yana has football tournament tomorrow. She wants me to join but I'm shy because I don't know anyone plus I'm not in the mood to get sociallise. And she said the team finds it hard to communicate because they don't really know each other. And there was lesbian issue. Lol.

Hmmm. My posts. My words. Better? With full stop and all. Haha.

Alright... Gonna find something to pre occupy my mind now.
xox

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make me so hot bebeh

Monday, December 17, 20078:02 AM

Whee thanks to Rae now i know how to use esnips lol

yesterday i played my ps 2 its been a while yeah eh eh i know some of you will go ''ps 2? ps 3 lah...'' whatever ok haha played a lil football and smackdown vs raw hahahahaha i won them all. what a brag queen

and yes after that watch man city vs bolton 4-2 hmmm then watch SKY HIGH OMG STEVEN STRAIT or in that movie named WARREN PEACE is HOOOOTTTTT SIZZLING HOT omg... remember this guy i upload his pic before

And... he sings too?! *melts*

Aaah so many hot guys... okay not many. Just KAKA, Steven strait and Benji... Now where's benji?!

Now... there he is lol. Oh wait, NOBODY, NOBODY could replace KAKA!!! he's so... sooo... sighs.

Hot... talented. PERFECT!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! Okay okay call me a haywire i dont really care lol . if only ... a combination of KAKA, WARREN PEACE AND BENJI exist and he's mine oh mother...

Okay stop Ruz. STOP. SO tonight, world war 3 begins. I, a LIVERPOOL FAN, never brag and place a bet on tonight's match coz i feel its really silly. oh well, i BELIEVE IN ALL LIVERPOOL PLAYERS NO MATTER IF THEY WIN OR LOSE, I KNOW THEY TRIED ALL THEIR BEST TO DEFEAT MANURE.

HAIL LIVERPOOL!

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amazed

Sunday, December 16, 20077:38 AM

Okay wheee.

Where did i went yesterday...? OH YA job interview!!! Haha at Ngee ann city tower A hmmm i went to their main office with umi and they told me to read the conditions and all and see if im okay with it or not. METRO main office so when i told them im staying at jurong they said Causeway point no more vacancy sheesh and left only with PARAGON and SENGKANG. SENGKANG is a no no ah so i called abah and asked if i could work at Paragon if im selected then he told me to just accept it and then we'll discuss and all

so i accepeted and i filled out a form and then this very nice, nice lady called me in for an interview it was fun i guesss lol i was like ''MCM PAHAM'' sia during the session. she asked questions like ''what do u think u need to know about retail services. have u been searching for a job? can u stand for long hours.'' and such haha and me, being a big mouth i talk a lot... wonder if they were all crap haha.

so she said if im selected, would i be able to DARKEN my hair coz its too striking LOL and im like okay... oi gaji besar jugak oi contract until march if im alliegable.

please, please let me get this job my God.

so after that met sis and vivo city... she saw me and she was like ''YOU LOOK MUCH BETTER. SO ANGELLIC AND VIRGIN''. hahahaha. coz i was wearing this smart top with my mini denim skirt and i wore headband ke hairband or cekak or whatever u call them for my hair =D

we ate and then went to look for some stuff and abah called me he asked if i wanna get my contact lenses then im like okay and he said to call him if we arrived at J.E

At J.E we ate again at KFC with abah... ABAH IS MY DAD LAH BODOH. haha he he looked me up and down and he, too, said things like ''THATS THEY WAY BEBEH''. hahahaha. and we talked about the interview they laughed when i told them about it coz it was pretty funny actually hahaha abah said hes okay with it im like ''REALLY?'' haha coz i thought he said he dont like me working at town u know that kinda stuff... then he said hes okay if i really wanna work but one condition... NO BOYFRIEND and if he caught me having a bf or whatever hanky panky, no more work for me ok cool and i was like '' IM STILL YOUNG LAH. BUANG CURRENT AH ADER MATAIR NO TIME BEBEH'' . hahahahahhaha

so after that abah bought me cool green contact lenses. =D walked around for awhile and then we went home and at night abah and me went to IMM naek motor and then he bought me my webcam.

so kakak zai went to KL early this morning hmmm okay im munching my kit kat chunky shalalala

can i say it again ... IT STILL AMAZES ME THAT I GET EVERYTHING I WANT.
and i rather choose it that way than freedom if i ever have a choice.

Okay, kitty pretty told me to do this

1. Do the following without complains.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
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Favourites
Colour: black and pink
Food: laksa, spaghetti, lasagna omg... yum
Song: cant think... a lot
Movie: the school of rock, shes the man, inside man, the game plan and mean girl
Sport: football
Day of The Week: at the moment... any day is a fav day
Season: fall. it sounds nice
Ice-cream: nuts about chocolate. cornetto

Currents
Mood: hungry famished ravenous
Taste: kit kat chunky
Clothes: pink tank top and shorts
Desktop: im using acer laptop now... my desktop is packard bell
Toenail: pretty ugly
Time: 3:25 pm
Surroundings: agnes monica songs, raining hahahaha
Annoyances: hunger
Thoughts: what to eat

First
Best Friends: nurul jannah!!! primary school bodoh
Crush: gee hmmm my mom' far dist cousin son and hes way older than me hahaha
Movie: i dont know i cant recall
Lie: i forgot i swear
Music: i love music since i was a baby . penipu. but quite young really.

Lasts
Cigarette: *whistles*
Drink(Alcohol): never
Car Ride: yesterday... cab ride
Phone Call: father
CD Played: the best damn thing

Have you ever
Dated Your Best Friend: no
Broken The Law: yess
Been Arrested: no
Skinny-Dipped: no haha lets try someday
Been On TV: yeah baby
Kissed Someone You Don't Know: Nope

5 things you are wearing: pink tank top, shorts, coli, slua dlm, panty liner hahahhaha
4 things you've done today: said goodbye, ate kit kat chunky, bathed and on-ed laptop haha
3 things you can hear right now: backstreet boys, rain and i just sneezed
1 thing you do when you are bored: listen to music and pretend it was me singing... fun really. and oh eat

5 people to do this
1. alyn♥
2. dinah♥
3. syq♥
4. rynn♥
5. rae♥

tadaaa dont get offended if i didnt choose u doesnt mean i dont like u okay

bye bebehs
xox

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i always get what i want

Saturday, December 15, 200711:28 AM

ok im not gonna update much today. im waiting for daddy to come back and bring me to sim lim square to buy my webcam and he bought me a pair of new contact lenses... green colour. 2 lists on shopping list cleared. one left the stockings...

sometimes it amazes me how i always get what i want =D

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believe in dreams

Friday, December 14, 20078:05 AM

Bonjour!
Okay SYQ babay sent me another one of those questions lol her mom told her to... i wrote one for her she wrote one for me

1. 3 things you won't forget about me:

- your kick arse attitude

- your beauty

- your sense of humour

2. Name you wanna call me:

- Ruz minah senget

3. The best word that describe me:

- beautiful

4. U wanna be my:

- angel that pull you up if you are falling. :-)

aku miss kau. lmao

1... 2... 3 AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. ^^ hehe

Okay by the way, im going to ngee ann city tower tomorrow for a job interview thanks to AMZAR haha

i called another company just now that nadia introduced to me then she said theyre not in need for any workers but they told me to leave my number to them so they'll call if they need workers.

rae reccomended a job at the airport but i dun think daddy will like tat idea coz im like at jurong haha anyway thanks darling

sis wen back home yesterday she was sick hmmm. food poisoning i think anyway, accompanied father and sis watch the repeat match and now i know who the guy is, it ws albeloa hes so cute haha

oh, my blog song, i learnt how to play them already... its easy

and this song makes me cry really =/

here are the lyrics

I know, the days will come and go,

But baby I'll grow old, but I will die.

For now, is it worth it to be sad, if it's harder to be glad to be alive?

For the trouble I have caused

I wonder,

Where do I belong?

Is it here?

Believe in dreams you love so much,

Let the passion of your hearts make them real

And tell all the ones you love,

Anything and everything you feel.

I laugh about the past

Secretly,

Wish we could go back,

And save the child...

As I look around this room,

See the worried eyes I know

It's time I cannot buy

Was this worth the time to rise?

Was this worth the time to rise?

I Believe in dreams

I believe in dreams

I believe in dreams

I believe in you

Believe in dreams you love so much,

Let the passion of your hearts make them real

And tell all the ones you love,

Anything and everything you feel

Believe in dreams

Believe in dreams

[boy you must have gone and bumped ur head because you left her for me]

doesnt make any link haha i know

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ynwa

Thursday, December 13, 20078:54 AM

LIVERPOOL - 4 MARSIELLE- 0

Liverpool menang nampak Liverpool menang nampak *gelek gelek* phew it was more than worth watching this morning. Gerrard penalty shoot 4th minute the goalie managed to 'catch' the ball but the ball rolls out and then Gerrard scored! Yehaaaa Benayoun so cute siak i mean the way he play was like ''jaga cik salmah jaga kasi potong kepala''. then TORRES scored the second goal asisst by Kewell ^_^

half time ... kuyt scored like 1-2 minutes after half time. then babel masok he scored shanana

ok i noticed something... one of the players will jump on the othe players when theyre celebrating their victory. who eh? so cute k sattap.

so i watched all alone. except for umi who came now and then haha kecoh

okay, sis and me was thinking to put names on our jersey. one of the player's name ah. my sis confirm put Gerrard, her obsession

Ok... So WHO'S NAME SHOULD I PUT?

1. Benayoun
2. Babel
3. Crouch
4. Voronnin
5. Mascherano

Haha... I put names like this to make me stand out. Not like typical minah suke liverpool pasal torres ader pfft

Anyway, I love all the players dont get me wrong. Torres is a super talented player we believe in him. But we dont only depend on him like SOME team *cough cough* we depend on EVERY single player in Liverpool. YNWA AH!!!!

Okay, I better stop talking about soccer coz I know syq hates it lol

I forgot to mention something yesterday when i was in Giant, IMM, i saw CIKGU MARIAM! My former malay teacher but retired already. Okay, i was in my micro mini skirt and cursing and kicking the stupid wheels of the trolley when i look up and saw my teacher. it was embarrassing first my attire and then my unlady like character. i remembered her mention something about revealing clothes geez nvm

oh and she told me about nilam she said she saw nilam in the hospital going through operation... her throat or something geez i hope ure doing fine

okay... im hungry

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Wednesday, December 12, 20074:40 PM

1. What I remind you of.
avril ramona lavigne. lol.

2. The pet name u will call me.
Fatimah [kurang asam syq lol]

3. Something you like in my character.
you dare to be diff and i really respect that

4. 1 thing that you hate about me.
your lack of freedom. but i dont blame you. LOL!

5. 1 thing that you will give me.
(but i just cant)
ryan jared :-)

6. 1 thing that you always wanted to tell me.
i prefer you having straight hair

SEE. I HAVE THE SWEESTTTEEESSST ANGEL ON EARTH. Syq told me to write one for her via sms and she wrote back for me

okay staying up now waiting for the match

p/s: disney channel zac efron muke plastic gay

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMI

7:39 AM

I love this song my blog song i mean ... for THAT SOMEONE ='( nevermind. to anyone who actually got me into this kind of green diarrhoea lol this songs for you

I'm sittin' here all by myself

just tryin' to think of something to do

Tryin' to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

One thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

[Chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself

that you're not the one for me

But the more I think, the less I believe it

and the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up

I don't want to spend them alone

Memories of Christmas time with you

will just kill me if I'm on my own

[Chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

One more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar

But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you

Oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

[Chorus]

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then

we were just kids

And I didn't mean to give you chills

the way that I kiss

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did

Hehs okay so... i woke up early today woke up around 950 took a shower and all and then bro and me met mother at jurong point coz she had to pay some bill and stuff

walked around JP and then ate KFC coz mother knows im craving for some coz i was watching this KFC advertisement yesterday night haha

and oh, ITS MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY *counting hmmm* 48 years old!!! so i prepared the cake abah bought for her and then midnight we hurraay hurraay haha abah bought for her this jewellery or something

okay2 back to story... i know i ate like a pig as usual at KFC just now and i have this group of guys and some whites looking at me but i dont care im sorry but when it comes to food, my manners are sinked down the toilet bowl

after that... went to IMM help mother do some grocerries shopping and then home oh abg bought sushis yummeh

im hungry

ok... so 330 tomorrow morning liverpool vs marseille or however u spell it. BENAYOUN turon ok pls i love u lol i know weird but whatever

however they must must win this or... no more champions leaque for them but not fair seh i mean kesian my YNWA team the match so tight i mean the schedule kasi lah baby2 aku nie rest dulu team lain bleh ah goyang kaki pffft

sometimes... i hate my english accent.

Babel, Benitez, Benayoun

3Bs siaaaaaa hahahahaha

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YNWA

Tuesday, December 11, 20078:07 AM

Okay... First thing to update is LIVERPOOL's match against Reading it was... sighs okay liverpool lost but then there are VALID REASONS as to why they lost

1. THE REFERREE

- unfairness

- obviously hates Liverpool

- allow penalty shoot-out to reading despite being tackled OUTSIDE penalty box!

- unnecessary FREE KICK for Reading [ reading hauta india ok]

- ignoring LIVERPOOL who deserves FREE kick [im not saying this because im being bias or what ok]

- LAST CRUCIAL POINT

LIVERPOOL DESERVES AT LEAST 3 PENALTY SHOOOOOOOOOOT LAAAAAAH!!!! even the commentator agreed and criticized the UNFAIRNESS of the stupid nb cb referree

2. READING'S PLAYING

- not open

- all clustered together

- play very rough

- mcm $i@1 hahaha

3. Not liverpool's day

- 3 kali tiang goal

- torres, crouch and gerrard tiga2 tiang

- voronnin tried his best can see siak ^^

- benitez wanted to save his best player for Champions Leaque this tuesday

- and oh babel tk patot maen belakang. maen depan ah o.O

So I read BERITA HARIAN today and i hate the soccer reviewer mcm paham siak. I can see he is another LIVERPOOL HATER he said something like WHY BLAME THE REFERREE lah what lah and he DIDNT MENTION about the REFERREE'S FLAWS only the liverpool's flaws nb.

THEENNNNN like HELLO? IT WAS OUTSIDE THE FRIGGING PENALTY BOX OKAAAAAAY!!!! I suggest you, mr-know-it-all-mcm-paham-berita-harian-soccer-reviewer go and make another pair of glasses in order for things to be crystal clear for u. be professional.

eh... dapat score 4 je kape. 1 goal to derby kape. kental kape. tkya bangge

ok enough about soccer.

SATURDAY

Met sister at IMM . shopped for her camp stuffs and then coincidently at IMM some chinese superstar boyband was there im not sure who

after that grab a bite at SWENSENS. i ate spaghetti aglio olio, ocean salad including shrimps, rings and some chicken foody and HIGH WITH PASSION drink . and i was still hungry. we were. haha.

then off to kakak zai's workplace to help her wrap some stuff for her camp and oh we were watching the singapore vs malaysia match... lucky agu scored LOL. but they play mcm taik uh.

then off to J.E as i was craving for chocolate milkshake and then off to home

SUNDAY

went out slightly late with family . sis and me had similar dreams = WAR

mine wasnt exactly a war. ok 3 different type of dreams at the same time actually. first dream was... im in this house with this physcopath who wants to rape me haha and then i killed him. 2nd dream was... i was in this movie shooting scene where i had to be the stuntman and climb 32132 storey high building. i swear i thought it was really happening! HEIGHTS AND ME DONT MIX. the last dream was fantastic. i was this cannibal who chases human and slit their guts and stuff. so its blood and gore all over.

sis and me had about the same dream i guess we were furious about the match haha. but we werent angry at liverpool. we know they tried.

okay2. so first went to lavender coz sis wanted to purchase some tix for her trip. and then off to sim lim square to buy her hard drive or something. then i mentioned about WEBCAM and dad says hes gonna buy for me prolly this friday. it amazes me how i get everyTHING that i want. abeh action...

then off to serangoon to eat. haha theres this fella who pass some flyers to some banglas so i was curious [or just naturally KPO] then i took a peek and guess what it says ''STRONG AND BIG'' hahahahahahhaa!!! eeeyuck siak.

oh and theres this bangla who purposely bump onto me and i was like ''HOLY SHHHHHI...'' then he quickly walk away. pandi

oh oh theres this chinese guy with 2 of his friends... was looking at my sis and me maybe because we decided to wear our jersey. he was like giving us this eeew-liverpool-pfft or in other words SMIRKED at us and sis was like ''WHAT?!'' and i was like ''PE SIAAAKKKK'' haha. they dont dare turn what. coward.

ok ok. what i must buy

- webcam

- blue contact lenses

- knee length socks [not below knee but above knee]

i will be sleeping alone for 10 days. sis' camp is from monday to friday and then shes coming back home and then off to KL from sat to wed. sheesh im gonna miss her. =(

okay im hungry

and i miss...

RYNN, DINAH, SYQ, we MUST meet up soooooon

and not to forget

ALYN AND JANNAH!!!!

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